Help, Me, I am.

xcesiv
1 min readApr 30, 2018

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I can’t help myself,
Lord it’s hard to change,
I am always thinking of others.
But what about myself?
I need some help,
No, I can help myself.

Come home from a long day,
A trip or two, what’s the difference in this world?
Sometimes I wonder if you wonder,
Wonder if I’m thinking of you,
But sometimes I wonder,
Am I you or are you me?

Where have we been all these years,
When was the last time we were alone,
You and I,
Am I you?
Or are you I?
I lost myself in you.

I’ll find my way here in America,
Find your way out there in the world,
I believe in ya,
Do you know who I am, girl?
I’m the force inside I’ve always thought was you,
It looks like I do know I am, who?

Stop questioning the feeling,
Stop questioning the insecurity,
It’s okay to be uncertain in times of dreaming,
Sometimes faith is in the purity,
The idea of everyone leaving,
Love comes in the face of uncertain reality.

Just sit back and remember,
Remember who you are,
Not a pretender,
I’m possessive,
obsessive,
xcesiv.

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